big problem

have you ever done a huge mistake and end up causing huge problems in your life?
the problem is really torturing us.  we want to share it with other people, but we are confused. we are afraid that if we share our problems with other people, other people will know our very embarrassing mistake.
finally we just bury the problem alone.
but in fact we can't solve the problem alone, we need other people, because overtime the problem undermines us and when the day even more diligent to bill the solution.
it's like when we sink, even it's hard to breathe and this is so horrible

bad song haha

I got a recommendation from dian about a bad song, bad song why? because the lyrics are very sarcastic huhuhuhu
This song made ​​me trapped in a dilemma, it's about how you want someone you love know that you love him.
the problem is we live in Indonesia with the tradition that a man has the special right to vote and declare his love while a woman must accept her fate by elate that a woman is unethical to declare first to a man that she fell in love with and satisfied only with waiting for him or she may reject the declarations of love that comes from the men.

do not believe? want proof? here it is

WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE

by. Endah Widiastuti

i love you but it's not so easy

to make you're here with me
i wanna touch and hold you forever
but you're still in my dream

and i can't stand to wait till night is coming to my life
  i still have a time to break a silence

reff:
when you love someone just be brave to say
that you want him to be with you
when u hold your love, don't ever let it go
or you will loose your chance to make your dreams come true

i used to hide and watch you from a distance
then i knew you realize
i wish looking for a time to get closer
at least to say hello


now i can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
reff

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
but when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way

don't never give up this
try try to get what you want
cause love will find a way

reff

 

no matter what they say, truly in the deepest part of my heart I want you to know that I love you, not to prove to whoever or  even to my own self. It's pure that I just want you to know that I love you, no more

invincible

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright

'Cause there's no one
Like you in the universe
Don't be afraid
What your mind consumes
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe

And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible
During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be

And whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable
During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible, together we're invincible

During the struggle, they will pull us down
But please, please, let's use this chance to turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible, together we're invincible