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You just called me, told me everything. Everything's clear now. It's too real. Just like this pain that feels so real. We're just friends. You heard me crying, so did I. But I wonder, what we truly crying for?
Everything that we used to do is just nothing now.

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I get up in this morning absolutely remembering you. But, I shouldn't miss you. How fast the world rotate and change! Just yesterday we're the prince and the princess. But now, see? We're back to the strangers we used to be.

I eventually understand that yeah life is really unpredictable. That yeah life, or even love life is never easy.

Doing such a relationship is like capturing a photograph by a camera. Everything will be good when you get the good timing to shoot the moments. And even may be the good time doesn't come to us, I will cherish every single of our memories. May be I can't be that fotographer that can print all her memories and then share and show them to everyone, but at least I'm the girl whose the memories are kept well in her head and her heart. At least, sometimes I still can enjoy my memories, even with nobody, even only for my ownself.

But God is really still good to make us meeting each other, so that I learn to be more patient and wiser. Cause I do believe that God really loves me to give me such a very good lesson named you.

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I'm sorry. Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.

I wish falling in love has a traffic light too. So that I would know if I should go for it, slow down, or just stop.

One of the hardest parts in life is deciding whether to walk away, or to try harder.

Don't make a girl falling for you if you have no intention for catching her.

I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you. I can live without you. But, I just dont want to.

Just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying. And eventhough she acts like nothing's wrong, may be she's just really good at lying.

We meet for a reason, either you are a blessing or a lesson.