You're the only one

It's so different when I get up in the morning whether the nights your messages make me smiling or not. The day before yesterday, when I couldn't see your name on my phone, it was terrible. I got up with no shine and no smile. But, last night everything got better with you in my phone, in my mind and my dream. Even it's not the whole things I wanna say delivered yet, but at least I've told you the points. And it really made me relieved. And you for the I don't know how many times have made me smiling and happy again.

Even yesterday I felt really sick and tired of crazyness and the busyness in life, remembering you always can make me stronger and better. Sorry if last night I went to sleep first. It's just because I've been really sleepy. I know even without I tell you, you absolutely understand. But I just want, I just want to tell you everything, everything about me.

And it's so crazy how your presence could make my sleeping and my dreams so so beautiful. Last night, I slept with the love songs playing in my dreams. Clearly I could hear them just like for real. I got up in this morning with the lyric played in my mind, "there's so much I need to say to you. So many reasons why, you're the only one who really knew me at all".

I want you to be the last one in my every night, but the first one in my every morning. Just be the last one in my life, but the first one in my heart.